Are you crying? I’m not crying. Then why is there water coming out of your eyes? Umm, is that what this is called? In that case, I’ve been crying for the past two days now.The absence of the sugar sweet voices, I barely notice the rapid heartbeat. My phone has lost its love for singing, my mind has given up on sleep.
Reoccurring thoughts appear often, dreams don’t come even though I try. I listen to the “I just called to say I love you” voice message, then I smile and start to cry.
The hands of time has pulled us together, to the point we share the same heart. Separated by the sands of minutes and hours, I hate when we’re actually apart.
When my vacation is on vacation, it actually drives me wild. I’m lost without your touch, your love…I crave your thoughts and your smile.
But you’re my partner not prisoner, I can’t keep you all alone. So as long as you are having fun, your happiness is my own.There’s nothing that can prevent it, no song that we can sing. It’s like you told me while we were talking, it hurts more when you know it’s coming.
So all I can do is wait, for my Angel that is Heaven sent. Which is why I couldn’t be any kind of doctor, because I really don’t have any patients.
We can hold a conversation by ourselves, because we know what each other will respond to. That’s what I’ve been doing lately, because I’m sitting here missing you.
But I know when I catch myself smiling, I think in this moment and time. That you’re doing the exact same thing, because we’re connected in body, soul and mind.
So when the wind blows from out of nowhere, and raindrops fall that you didn’t expect to see. If they land on your lips don’t wipe them away my love, they’re merely kisses to you from me.♥️
Frozen in time without your touch, without your love darling….only you are the life among the dead.
I miss you and I love you Sparkling Freeze❄️
I’m everything with you, nothing without you♥️
Roy 2019 ©️