โ™ฅ๏ธ Seven Steps With You โ™ฅ๏ธ

One to six or five to two, zero to seven or four to three. It doesn’t matter how you add, it’s a seven month Anniversary!๐ŸŒนSeven is a lucky number, to the heart people hold it near. It’s a momentous number of love, representing the traveling of more than half a calendar year.

That’s two of four seasons, that has such a gorgeous ring. And even if you only get three seasons, together we make them everlasting.

From the planets that we build, to the beautiful music we make. The unlimited laughter we share endlessly, to the enchantingly magical bond we create.

Whether you’re caressing me with your words, or kissing me with your smile. Breathing in my ear with your legs wrapped around me, you simply drive me wild.

I want to go wherever you go, down the street or to the market. Near or far plane or car, I want to be close to you like an outfit.

The world we have built together, we are both such a huge part. Our planet isn’t even round like others are, it’s in the shape of a heart.Surrounded by melodies of our laughter, as our clocks cease to tick. We visit every part of each other’s mind, as if they were stores and we were shopaholics.๐Ÿ˜‰

We’ve grown together so tightly, it’s hard to consider us two. We’re becoming stuck to one another, like we are trapped by American super glue.

As our bodies become bonded and stuck, what do we do for heavens sake? Chocolate and a hint of strawberries, all we need is some cheesecake.๐Ÿ˜

We’ll turn the lights down low, have ourselves a romantic dinner. Have a sweet Anniversary treat or two, because seven is lucky remember!

And when the sun has finally set, and our heart is beating from all the fun. We’ll have to cuddle to slow the heartbeat, because we share the same one.๐Ÿ’“

 

Roy 2019 ยฉ๏ธ

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โœˆ๏ธ Take Me With You ๐ŸŒน

Being surrounded by so many never felt so lonely.โ™ฅ๏ธI heard taking a vacation, is supposed to turn your grey sky’s blue. But being away from you, was the hardest thing I ever had to do.

We think we’ll be okay, and our goodbye kisses were a nice touch. But who knew trying to be happy for the holidays, could actually cost so much?

Day and night I thought about you, and people say that hope floats. But my heart was drowning without you, so I know that some organs don’t.

You told me not to miss you, that’s like asking me not to breathe. What am I without you, I’m like a tree without its leafs.

In life we learn lessons, beyond a shadow of a doubt. And I realized that it’s truly possible, that you can actually cry your eyes out.Love will never be selfish, nor is it needy or possessive. It’s not smothering or constricting, and it’s not arresting or obsessive.

But it does require a want, it has to have a hand to hold. A book that has a foreign ink written in it, so it’s story can be told.

I truly have my library, for you don’t know what your words do. You changed my life in so many ways, I’m so truly lucky to have you.โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ˜˜

Like I told you before Pretty Girl, you are my every holiday. And if I have to pick my vacation spot, you’d be my perfect getaway.

No matter what season it is, it only matters by the smile written on your face. Hot, cold or in between weather, you will always be my happy place.๐Ÿ˜

 

Roy 2018 ยฉ๏ธ๐ŸŒŽ

The Adopted One

It’s not about the destination, but it’s all about the journey that makes you!You’re on the outside looking in, like a puppy looking through the glass. Others are trying to sneak a peek, at the scenery, sky and pedestrians pass.

You along with the others are waiting, can’t pass the time with games or texts. They can care less about all that nonsense, you’re just hoping you can be next.

And finally your number is called, you’re out of the place that left you in shambles. You are actually getting adopted for once, because a family is willing to take a gamble.

You have yourself a new home to live in, you can finally stop feeling like a loser. But the minute you walk through the front door, you automatically feel like an intruder.

Your attempt to get comfortable and sleep, is a bigger chore than tying ties. Nothing is the same on the outside, so it seems you’ve become institutionalized.

You remind yourself that you wanted a family, that’s genuine, kind and pure. And even though you now have that, you can’t shake this feeling called insecure.

Your new step parents include you in all activities, family night, camping trips and other games. You still continue to feel down in the dumps, so they reassure you they love you all the same.

A smile forms on your face, this family looks at you as no bother. You have a brother, a sister and a dog. But more importantly a Mother and a Father.

But yet you still feel a little sorrow, when you should have feelings of joy. You look at yourself like Pinocchio, because you’ll never be considered a real boy.You’re only an outsider if you make yourself one. If you carry yourself with confidence, people will come to you. Believe in yourself.

Wanna be a leader? Follow me.๐Ÿ˜‰

Step by step, heart to heart. Left right left, they all fall down, like toy soldiers.Models tell you how much to weigh,

While magazines tell you how to look.

Society reminds you constantly how to act,

While chefs on television are teaching you how to cook.

Newspaper ads are telling you this, while the odds are telling you how to bet.

Television programs are the most updated info, but they also say that about the internet.

They say that Fathers know best, and you should always listen to your kin.

Obey your Mother daily, but take and follow the advice of your best friend.

The weatherman said it should rain today,

And I should take an umbrella and run.

Good thing I listened to that guy,

It came in handy for blocking out the sun.

I have about five percent body fat,

Do I really need a diet today?

I choked on an apple while I was at the hospital,

So those don’t actually keep the doctor away.

Society says we should all be leaders, come with them and they’ll show us where to go.

But if we do that then we are not really leaders, because we are simply willing to just follow.

With these people saying this, and those people saying that.

It’s hard to become a true leader, if you’re not willing to engage in combat.

They say let’s have an army of leaders,

But if you’re a rebel you are a germ.

They want leaders that will follow orders,

Not ones that will act on their own terms.

I find this all to funny at times,

They’re trying to mold us and call it help.

Why don’t you follow my advice,

And simply just Be Yourself!

Is confidence inherited or developed? ๐Ÿค”

You Are My Destiny๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒน

“You are the only one I crave, in the middle of the night. The one I want most” ~S.S~I may not play the piano or the guitar, but I’m romantic enough to share the same cup. And afterwards I can whisper sweetly in your ear, and serenade you with a song I made up. I want to be your dance partner, and dance to every single solitary love song. Ignore your conscious and don’t look at the clock, just tango with me all night long.You see the moon and I see the sun, yes it sounds like a riddle. But close your eyes and think with your heart, and I promise we’ll meet each other in the middle.

I’ll hold your hand every step of the way, as your beautiful eyes catch my sight. I’ll spin you around and communicate with a smile, and you’ll know it’s you I take to bed every night. If I was the moon I could tuck you into bed, kiss you goodnight all in one. And then be there when you wake in the morning, kiss you on the cheek like the rays of the sun.

And when you yawn yourself awake, you’ll draw your curtains because it’s hot. You’ll see a message from me telling you that you’re perfect, even when you think you’re not. Ever been considered the most important, no matter how near or far? Automatically been crowned number one, because that’s exactly what you are.

So are you the type to get motion sickness, you should let me know if you do. You’ll get dizzy watching things go round, because my world revolves around you. So watch your steps upon the clouds, as we ascend up in the stars and take a seat. And point to a constellation you want named after you, so I can show you how special you are to me.

It’ll remind us of all the goodness in life, so every time we look up above. We’ll see our poetic words etched in the sky, and know the difference between like and love. So as we return back to Earth, can you save the last dance for me? Hit that random button on your music playlist, as we hear the song “You are my Destiny”

What Canโ€™t You Do?๐Ÿค”

We simply hide the facts, right before our eyes. By plainly “sitting” on the truth, because we can’t “stand” the lies.Why do people say “I can’t”, it sounds like the blackest of lies. Is it just a lazy way of saying, I’m not willing to try? They put so much feeling and energy, into dragging those words from the dark hole. Imagine if they put that effort into energy, they might actually accomplish their goal.

What happened to All I do is win, or Reach for the Stars? What about you can achieve anything, or hit the ground running hard. The Little Engine that could, that has a nice little ring. We’re these sayings just for slogans, or did they actually mean something?

I always give A’s for effort, and that my friend is no lie. It’s just up to you to keep it, and it’s very easy if you try. Negativity is a virus, and it’s easy to catch it. Especially if you hang around with people, who have already been infected.

They’ll give it to you rather quick, it’s better to have it in pairs. When two people wallow in it, it becomes much easier to share. It can also be called a cult, it likes to recruit one by one. Confidence is not allowed in there, the motto is “Easier said than done.”

If you’re ever approached by one of these people, and they want you to join their negative rant. Just use their words against them, and simply tell them “you can’t.”

Some Crushes๐Ÿค”

If you can’t get someone off your mind, maybe they’re supposed to be there. Remember. The mind can recognize what the heart is trying to deny.โค๏ธWhat exactly is a crush, we’ve all had them before. It’s when we fall for that special someone, and start singing I adore mi amore. But we sing it in our heads, it’s not something you scream and shout. A crush is something secret, don’t want the word to get out.

Or maybe you do want the word out, just like the wind blows. So if your crush finds out, the relationship will grow. But some crushes hold back, not all of them are black and white. There’s areas of shades and grey, so let’s look at some of the different types.๐Ÿ‘€The Respectable Crush๐Ÿ’‘- This is like an admirable crush, but it’s totally forsaken. You can never act on this crush, because you know this person is taken. These are the kinds of crushes, that develops into more. Because after a certain period, it’s the couple you come to adore. You come to respect what they have, and feel you may have been quick to rush. You don’t want to be responsible, for crushing another crush. So you wish that pair good luck, and you happily accept the fact. This crush is stuck in the friend zone, and those kind rarely come back.

The Admirable Crush๐ŸงI’m sure we all had this type of crush, this is like the common cold. You can develop this type of crush, whether you are young or old. This crush hits you from out of the blue, you didn’t expect the brain to pull the trigger. Your head is automatically in the clouds, this person is like an authority figure. You respect this person like a professor, you feel guilty when you fantasize about them in a way. So you spank yourself in the morning for it, but only in a disciplined way. You can’t lose sleep over this kind of crush, especially if you’re cramming for a test. Find yourself locked up after class, on a silly charge like resisting a rest! ๐Ÿ˜‚

The Egg On Crush๐ŸฅšThis is a certain kind of crush, that you want to give a little time. But you have that certain friend, that keeps pushing you from behind. They say what are you waiting for, they can see it in your eyes. Hurry up before it’s to late, do you need an instruction guide? So you finally take their advice, you decide to wait no more. Come to find out there’s nothing brewing, behind that empty door. Turns out the crush was just really nice, and all your fears were confirmed. How can you be so heart broken, and still suffer from heart burn? But it’s better to have crushed and lost, than to have never crushed at all I’m told. How else can you explain, the chicken actually crossing the road.

The Heart Wants Crushโค๏ธSome people call it a trap, that’s to say the least. Some say love is blind, others call it Beauty and the Beast. You don’t know why this one happens, you don’t know what gives. You’re not sure why you fell for this person, you don’t even find them attractive. Why did you fall for this person, you couldn’t be in your right mind. You can’t come up with one good reason, no matter how many qualities you find. Maybe opposites do attract, and that makes a lot of people lovesick. But what the heart wants, the heart will usually get.

The Actual Interest๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜This one is actually real, this is more than a crush to you. If crushes are like common colds, then this is considered the flu! Everything that happens, reminds you of your crush before long. Like if it magically rains suddenly, or you hear an inspirational song. You don’t give these crushes creepy smiles, you talk to them day by day. And as that time passes by, you hope they feel the same way. But interest is totally different, just like a comb and a brush. Technically if you’re not holding back, then it’s no longer considered a crush.I know there are plenty more crushes out there and I’m sure I’ll probably do a part 2 down the road because there’s the first crush, schoolyard crush and the infamous Blogger Crush๐Ÿ˜ฌ!! But, what crushes have you gone through besides the shy crush since I’m asking on the spot. It’s okay, we all have secrets. Even the moonhides.๐Ÿ˜‰

Save ๐Ÿ˜ซ Me!

One day you’re walking on sunshine, you’re in the dark at other times. Emotions are very similar to coins these days, because they can change on the drop of a dime.

Rapid eye movement makes it hard to sleep, Foolish Emotion And Remorse equals fear. All that blinking makes you paranoid, and like the rain falls the tears. One side of you is crying in the mirror, the other side think it’s a sin. You think you’re going crazy talking to yourself, “Hello me, it’s me again!”How can you see into my eyes like open doors? Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb. Without a soul my spirits sleeping somewhere cold. Until you find it there and lead it back home. Bid my blood to run, before I come undone! Save me from the nothing I’ve become!!!!!

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We spend all our precious time

Building up a giant wall

Designed to lock and shut someone out

From emotions, feelings and all.

Some people call them secrets

Others call them hiding with the intent

But we’ve kept things bottled for so long

That we’ve often just become content.

Why let someone meet a representative

Instead of introducing them to the real you

The expression goes “I’m only one person”

But some people act out life as two.We wear mask for different reasons in life

Some wear them because they work.

Some wear them to hide the pain of being used

And some wear them to avoid being hurt.

There’s no reward in the risk, if you don’t grab the cards and play. My opinion on the matter, hiding isn’t the way. Everyone has opinions in life, the most important ones are your own. But if you don’t care about your own thoughts, you might as well end up alone.I’m a numbers guy!๐Ÿ˜‚! ๐Ÿƒ. But no matter how you do the math, live your life and that’s how I sum it up.

Real Eyes Realize Real Lies

Lies…lies…using lies as alibis, using lies as alibis. Lies, lies…just a Devil in disguise, just a devil in disguise!What’s the biggest lie people tell, the one you can’t deny or decline? It’s when you ask someone how they’re doing, and they look at you and say “I’m fine.”

Emotions are like Easter eggs, they’re hidden all over the place. We bury them so deep inside ourselves, that we can’t even say I’m fine with a straight face. The road can get rather rough sometimes, it’s not always as smooth as silk. How many are still out there waiting for someone, who said they’re going out for milk?

Shattered dreams and heartbreak, and people that actually do you wrong. Trust me these things in the long run, will actually make you quite strong. You take a test and fail, of course you’re gonna get mad. You study and learn from your mistakes, and the next time you pass.Against the grain should be a way of life. What’s worth the prize is always worth the fight. Every second counts cause there’s no second try. So live like you’ll never live it twice. Don’t take a free ride in your own life!

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Pessimist and optimist can never be the same height, and that statement is no lie. Because these two type of people, will never see eye to eye. Now let’s be a realist, here’s another quick lesson. Can you start a sentence with the word “why”, and not make it into question? Let’s hop back on the freeway, because deviating may come at a cost. Our subject has been found, so no need to get lost.Seems like you’re getting dealt a bad hand, there’s no way up but down? Your face can only go in one direction, and that’s actually to frown. I’ve had that hand many times, and trust me it’s not cool. And I reshuffled the deck again, then I reached in and pulled out the fool.

I thought to myself to give up, it would just keep getting hard. But as the Joker smiled at me, I decided to embrace that card. You look at yourself in the mirror sometimes, and convince yourself you’re okay. Go out and meet and greet the people, and end up lying to them all day. So you should learn to read people, and be careful who you do wrong. Because I hear people who smile a lot, usually have an idea of what’s going on.I glow inside this light, I see new life unfold. Each second I burn brighter, your fire is going cold. You could try to beg for mercy, go ahead and try to run. No escape and no redemption. Understand the ends begun!

 

We can eliminate our robotic responses, and wonder if people are buying. Quit acting like carpet and rugs, and just stop lying. It’s a proven fact, that it takes less energy to smile. And it’s a step in the right direction, to bring yourself up for the while. So when someone says how are you, your confidence will be headed to the roof. You can say I’m feeling fine, and it’ll probably be the truth!

Be good to yourself so you can be good to the ones who matter most.๐ŸŒน

Itโ€™s Not You

Ever had someone turn their back on you, just left you like a thief in the night? Left you scrambling for answers, and you swore you done everything right. Your struggling to find the missing pieces, to put the puzzle back together. The world is full of come and go friends, it doesn’t matter just call them fair weather.

The first stage is denial, and the second stage is self blame. Some will say they’re fine and that’s a lie, while others will play the pity game. Does every mean have an end, does every owl have a who? Is every question meant to be answered, why is the sky blue?

Don’t rack your brain thinking you did wrong, thinking you made the mistake. I’ll tell you exactly what happened, so it doesn’t end up in your plate.There are liars, there are thieves. There are lovers, there are cheats. All their sins need Holy water, feel it washing over thee. Well, little one, they don’t want to admit to something, if all it’s gonna cause is pain. Truth and their lies right now are falling like the rain. So let the River Run.You wrote yourself a letter, but you haven’t responded to thee. Are you merely to lazy to pick up a pen, or perhaps your to busy. You could be on vacation, you could use the time away. All this focus on work, work, work, and never no time to play. But that would be absurd, a trip would be well known. You’d never pack up and leave somewhere, without telling yourself where you’d gone.

You should allow yourself to think, now where could you be? Could you be on the silent treatment, you have been hard on yourself lately. Been pushing yourself to the limits, beating yourself black and blue. With the way you’ve been treating yourself, I’d ignore you too. You don’t give yourself the time of day, no matter how many clocks you get. You constantly criticize yourself, you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Always thinking you can do better, living by what other people say. If you learned to appreciate yourself, things wouldn’t have gotten this way. From now on it’s all about you, no longer will your ego collide. That way when you go looking for yourself, you’ll simply be inside.๐Ÿ˜‰A good person is like a mirror, if I treated a good person bad then I couldn’t look at them either. I’d feel bad. It’s not you that’s lacking, it’s them. Never grieve over something lost because it comes back in the form of something better. ๐Ÿƒ